I couldnt sleep, once again... Im scared. ilikeher, ilikeher & ilikeher. I wanted to wait for her. She knows it. There are too many at the same time keen on her. & she stated that shes going to give someone a last chance. Look like after all im only a friend to her... Though we know each other about 3 years ago, but i never speak to her much. For 2months +, she been accompany me, entertain me, make me happy & even help me to stop doing nightmares. (I always do nightmares when i think too much). So i had also been trying to show concern to her too. It remind me of "her". I thought i stand a chance, but in the end, things will never go by way. Ilikeher & im afraid, why does thing keep repeating itself. Will i continued to wish someone else blessing & bear the suffering again......OR Should i just avoid her I cant bear to do anything. What if end up she choose other over me. I dont want to walk this painful path again. Yet im just addicted to her. Im lost...