Im not FINEEE at all... Dont ask me why. Yay, i have no confident. No more. Cause wish lead to disappointment, & disappointment lead to fear. Well, im just going to drown myself in my own drowsy lonely world. So what so if you all ask why so emo. It will be just a question. A curiousity. Not a concern. Im just like this, cause i dont dare to try anymore. I dont want to step in the deep hole again & end up hurting myself for nothing. Everyone is self-centered afterall. I remembered this. To the world, i might be just 1 person. But to 1 person, i might be the world. (but to myself, im nothing). Well, just leave me alone & wait for the time for me to die. Im nothing & nobody. This world + me is not many, - me is not less. So it doesnt matter whether who am i. I wish i go in NS tomorrow. I wish to cut off all ties & go to a country living.
