Memories... I remembered that her birthday fall on the 28th of sep. its coming soon
5 years ago. I remembered that she always stand in front of our eating table during my repeated year of sec 3. Brendan & company know her. I dont know her. But i always peek at her. She is always smiling away while chatting with her friends. & her 2 deep dimples always stay in my mind. I know her though FRIENDSTER at sec 4. whereby i ask for her MSN later & chatted furthermore. Im always shy in school. So we seldom speak. Only hi & bye. I changed alot during sec 5. & i started talking to her more in school. I remembered there was a time. Im with felix & sharwn. They were my buddies during that time. We walked at the 3rd level during recess. So pass by class 3E. It was her class. I saw her & her close friend outside 3E at the wooden study tables area. I saw her smiling once more. So i say "Did anyone told you that ur smile is very sweet". So they were laughing away. Sharwn pulled me & asked "WTF are you trying to do?, XIAN stranger isit". So we were all laughing. I got her phone number when this stupid jiakang told her that im interested to get her number. I get to know jiakang while im serving the library as a librarian. So she went to look me up & in fact ask me "you want my number?". So i was like so WTF at jiakang & BLURRED. & she gave it to me. I remember everything that she did. Shes always carrying a purple coloured strips bag, belong to the blue house yet she wear purple shirt cause she like that colour, favourite drink is honey lemon drink, favourite cartoon character is piglet, used to sleep at 11pm sharp & fall ill once every 2 weeks or month. I remember a time when we were chatting at night. She told me that she fell ill again because of the rain. a flu & a fever. I told her to eat medicine & she say that there is no medicine left in the house. So that night, after jogging,(i used to jog at night during sec 5) i went to the nearby 7-11 & brought her panadol cold pills & i gave it to her at recess the next day. So she was like so pale-looking & i brought her drinks too. We used to chat during recess with her friend tagging along. They dont eat, so actually they waited for me to done eating & go. Her friend will always find a excuse to leave & let us have a talk. I always ask for toilet breaks during lesson. LESSON ARE BORINGGG. & i took a long time to return. I would go to the 3rd level & peek at her. Her seat is right at the back, next to the backdoor. Sometimes i would bump onto her when going to the toilet & we will chat. Couple of times i will walk home with her to the bus interchange. I remembered once where she saw this cockroach & scream so loud. Not long later, Her mom began to fetch her home in the silver coloured car, parking just near the front gate. Before morning assemble, she would come to the staircase near the back gate with her friend & chat with me. Cause im always there with felix & sharwn. Until i dont see her anymore & i ask why. She say that im always late for school, so whats the point of going there. 1 night around june, we were chatting on phone at night & she told me that she had to mirgrate to taiwan to study. Her mom force her. So might not be coming back to singapore. I was sad. Her course took her 5 years. We still chat in MSN. Her BF was one of a friend that i know during secondary. She used to quarrel with him alot. Each time quarrel finish, she would come & complain to me. So i would try to help her. Few months later, they broke up. & still the quarrel continued. She would still complain to me & as usual, i helped. 2 months later, while we were chatting. She asked if i like her?. I dont know why. I changed topic. Might be because i just broke up with felicia tan. & then so much for the promises that i must come to her birthday chalet & go out with her. End up she had a BF out of nowhere & never even look me up again. Not even in MSN. This is how we stop chatting to each other, stop communincating. I still remembered every single small things which happened 5 years ago. Cause she is someone important to me. No longer...
